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Oct. 23rd, 2005 @ 01:43 pm One of those nights
so I had one of those nights that make you think...should I have just went home? I was interesting. I hung out with a girl from work for the first time. Since we both didn't get off of work until like 2am...which sucked...I missed drag bingo...and it was too late go to the wave. So we went to buggatti's to have a drink. It was cool there...we got in for free....we got free drinks and whateva. I met this real hot guy...turned out he was gay too. I got his number but he has a bf....I deleted his number later. One of my good friends was there...it was nice to see her. So the girl and I get pretty drunk...and she has had a DUI before...so we got a hotel room. Come to find that they guy that bought us drinks was in the hotel. We chilled with him...he paid for our room...it was wild. I didn't get home until 11:30. I don't wanna party like that for a while.

I'm all done.
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Oct. 20th, 2005 @ 11:04 am Accounting
So we were going over some stuff in account today...and it sucked. First off I did my assignment wrong...not all wrong. I had the right idea....the right procedures...I just used the wrong numbers. As for topics in class....Whether to include merchandise in your inventory or not is alot tougher then I thought.

Some one asked if i would be taking the next accounting class. She must have lost her damn mind. I hate accounting. I can't wait until this class is over.
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Oct. 19th, 2005 @ 09:54 am Janet vs Fate!!!!
I missed my 9am class again. Why? Two reason. I'm a die hard janet fan.
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I missed my 9am class again. Why? Two reason. I'm a die hard janet fan. <i was putting a crap load of janet song on my MP3 player...and I didn't wanna leave until I had all the songs I wanted.> Also, the bridge opened up again. Is fate working against me...or do I need to lay off janet? I think fate is working against me....lol. I'll just study up on my own...and leave extra early on Friday. Watch my car break down or there be a huge accident.
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Oct. 17th, 2005 @ 09:24 pm Long time
I've been wondering if I can handle life lately. Things have become very busy for me. Most of my time is devoted to ODU-out. School is starting to hurt for me. I know what to do to help myself...study more...but when ever I get free time... I just wanna relax...cause i'm always doing something. I'm never at home...and it is getting to me. work is sucking...and school is getting hard. We had a change in management...and the new bosses don't like me. It is always hard when your co-workers become your boss. I'm not sure what to do...so I find myself broke most of the time. It is has been a while since I've had a boyfriend...days have been lonely. I'm sure things will get better.
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Feb. 19th, 2005 @ 03:03 am (no subject)
HASH(0x8b080e8)
Your are a Passionate 'In the Moment' Kiss! You
love to make things a little sweeter than they
already are. Or maybe you just enjoy being one
damn hot boy!


What kind of Hot Boy Kiss are you??
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Feb. 3rd, 2005 @ 04:01 pm (no subject)
I scored
71%
on the classic 400 Point Purity Test!
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Jan. 30th, 2005 @ 05:31 pm Hahahahahaha
Current Mood: creative
Current Music: "Kelis"


Your Dominant Intelligence is Logical-Mathematical Intelligence





You are great at finding patterns and relationships between things.
Always curious about how things work, you love to set up experiments.
You need for the world to make sense - and are good at making sense of it.
You have a head for numbers and math ... and you can solve almost any logic puzzle.

You would make a great scientist, engineer, computer programmer, researcher, accountant, or mathematician.





and guess what...my major is it...which is a mix between business and computer science. so that's what's up.
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Jan. 29th, 2005 @ 12:55 am what an ideal age...wouldn't you say?


You Are 25 Years Old



25





Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.


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Jan. 28th, 2005 @ 03:43 pm Oh...isn't that sweet
Current Mood: A new start
Current Music: "what are you waiting for" ~Gwen Stefani


You Are Not Scary

Not Scary!

Everyone loves you. Isn't that sweet?





Well found out home boy was straight....oh what a dissapointment. I guess I'll just not worry about it. I'll just get into my studies I suppose. Assignments are starting to come out left and right. I have a Computer Science program that was just assigned...and two small papers that were assigned...plus I have two test in a couple of weeks. Hmm....perrrrrfect timing huh...to be a workaholic. This is what I do to keep from becoming depressed because of my loniness....hahaha...jusk kidding....I'm more likely to sleep my life away...on the real...but I have too much work to do that...so I'll just engross myself in my studdies....sounds more efficient, I suppose.

So i have an idea of what people will comment....sending words of encouragement....oh you will find someone...don't send that bullshit...i'm so above that....i'm strong as a bitch. things just happen...and people change. I've changed for the better...no more living in a fairy tale...not that I do...but it is just a cliche...do understand.

And I do wonder...what I'm waiting for sometimes...I push so many people away....who is supposed to be the one...who AM I waiting for....dammit...he better be good...at least. He must be damn perfect...cause I've pushed away about a million guys...right...hahahha.

Time to go to work...hope tonight is a good night.
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Jan. 27th, 2005 @ 12:50 am i'm stupid
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: "Spend the rest of my life"~eric benet and tamia
I'm worried...watch this guy not be gay and I be left alone once again. He is so beautiful though. I'mma just suck it up and ask him tomorrow. Then we shall see.

Well I was set out of my comfort zone last night. Someone tried to get with me in my bed....oh hell no. I'm insulted...and I was trying to sleep...how rude and thoughless....people can be so selfish sometimes.

Next will be update on silian...that beautiful son of a bitch!
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Jan. 24th, 2005 @ 03:01 pm ugh
Current Mood: not feeling well
Current Music: "Anytime, Anyplace" ~Janet
I feel like I'm loosing it. This weekend felt kinda lonely to me. Everyoone was all hugged up on each other and I had no one...as usual...but it wasn't such a big deal before. Before it was by choice. Now I think it is by mishap...stupidity. I've come to realize how I behave when it comes to guys....I"m sorta ruthless. It either is or it isn't.

I think this is different though. This guy is just so interesting to me. I found myself thinking about him all weekend. I keep telling myself...what's up? I wish I didn't have to wait so long... Idont' get to see him until tuesday... and it has been since last thursday....and then I will know. I'm not even 100% sure if he is gay...I know...I've only responded to signs...but doesn't everyone until that one moment when you just ask...and he says...of course...and you say...I just had to make sure. That moment shall be tomorrow. I wait in anticipation.

ugh...I hope this cold goes away soon...I have things to do.
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Jan. 20th, 2005 @ 05:35 pm Beautiful subjects
Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: "That kinda love"~ Angie stone

Omg....I'm so giddy it is crazy...though I am a bit pissed....I had this entry before....but my computer crashed...right...ugh. Anyways...I was talking of this guy I met today. He is in my CS class...he is so hot....but I only noticed him on tuesday...class is tues and thurs.....well I turned around and saw he was looking at me...I thought to myself that he is cute...and then didn't give two shits about it. Ya'll know how I do. Well...yesterday...a bunch of us went to the mall...it was lavert, tommy, ben and I. We went to see a movie...and was like stuck in traffic for two hours...just to go to the fuckin mall. Well by the time we got there we were dead hungry...so we ate and then saw that we had 30 mins to look around. So we went to to j-crew...and saw this bitch...she worked there...she tried to cop an attitude with me. I asked if joey still works here. She was like yeah...but he isn't working today. But I didn't ask all that. so I said...okay...but all I wanted to know if he was still working here...cause he quit some job...anyways...she is like excuse me?...and she is black...so imagine the head movement...right. I was like...uh...and I repeated what I said. YOU know how I do...don't get me started. I ain't ask her all that...I apologized that she misunderstood me....cause I wasn't trying to be rude.

Anyways...ben says he wants go to to abercrombie and fitch. I say okay...though the other two bitched...for some reason. but I wanted to buy a shirt...if abercrombie had anything that I liked...which is rare. Well when we walked in...guess who I see. The guy in my CS class. Well I see him...and he like is looking dead at me. Well I walked past him and his two friends and I say...hey...you are that guy from my CS class. And he says....ugh..ugh...yeah. I swear he sound like goofy from disney. It was so cute...I will never forget that EVER. Well I keep on walking...cause I was on a mission to find something I like for the lazer tag thing on saturday...cause ross will be there...and ross is hot..has issues..but I wanna check him out first before I diss him. Well...I find a shirt...and we walk outside of the store...cause the guys were right behind us. Well I"m turned away from them...and everyone else is facing them...as they are walking away...though they did stand for a minute. Well lavert says...hey keelan...they are talking about you...I was like hmmm...really...so I looked. Well I turned around again..and started talking to lavert and everyone else about a totally different subject...and lavert says...hey...they keep turning around and looking at you. I refused to turn around...cause you know how I am. Well he says...he turned around again...and again...and again...damn keelan..he is checking you out like whoa....gotta be lavert...hahaha. I'm so flattered. And he is hot too. Well I tell them I would talk to him in class the next day...cause everyone was was like how come you didn't talk to him..he is so hot.  Well so today came..and I was really excited about see him. 

Well when I got to class I started looking for him.  But he wasn't there.  i was so upset.  And I'm looked like a dork turning around every which way...cause I sit in the front.  Well he finally comes...like 15 mins late.  And he sits right behind me.  I turned and looked to make sure he knew i noticed him...and I turn into all smiles....and I know he had to see it...cause he was at an angle from me.  Well I talked to him after class.  We exchanged names...and what not....his name is either simion or silian...both are sexy names.  Well he seemed so nervous (ben says I have that affect on people).  Whateva!! (in my gayiest voice).  Well we talk a bit....he seemed to be waiting for me to talk.  and he would answer of course.....come to find he is from morraco...that is so hot.  and he asks me stuff like did I buy anything while shopping....stuff like that.  And we talked for a bit....from constant to the library..cause I was heading home..and he was heading to the library for something.  Well before we went our own ways...I asked if he wanted to have lunch some times....and he says...why not.  And i watched him go...he seemed to be kinda marveling about the encounter....like he was looking down....I think he had a grin... think it was a good sign.  Cause when I talk to a hot guy....and I'm a bit intimidated...I kinda look down and marvel on how good things went.

Well I can't wait until next class.  Cause this guy is hot.  and he fits my standards....he is as tall or taller than me....he has style...and seems to have a good personality....he talks very intelligently....and the fact his is in the same class as I says he is smart...cause I am.  And what adds stars to his rating is that he has an accent and that he is from morraco.  OMG....you have to see this fine specimen.

I hope I'm reading the signals here.  I had to second check with lavert just to make sure.  When I go out to lunch with him...which will be a nice fine dining resturant...I will ask if he is seeing anyone....depending on how he responds...I will find out from there.  I thiink I will ask before the dining...cause I plan on paying for it....depending on how is.    I haven't been this giddy in a while!!!!  I can't wait

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Jan. 20th, 2005 @ 04:34 pm That's what's up
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: "you mean the world to me" ~toni braxton...my song!!!!!


You Have A Type A- Personality



A-





You are one of the most balanced people around
Motivated and focused, you are good at getting what you want
You rule at success, but success doesn't rule you.

When it's playtime, you really know how to kick back
Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something you love!
You live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds


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Jan. 18th, 2005 @ 12:23 am Been a while
Current Mood: sad
Current Music: "loneliness" ~babyface
Lord have mercy. I'm getting caught in drama. Ugh...it is kinda horrible. Competition for guys...small mindness they are sickening. How do you compete with ome of your so-called friends for a guy? I don't. That's why I always loose. And then when I think one guy is cool...I find out some shit about him. That he may not be THAT healthy...if you know what I mean. Ugh..what am I's gone do?hahaha. Keep on living. Oh lord...and now this babyface song just played from my play list "loneliness".

I swear...sometimes I feel like the 5th man out...like tommy said. do I need to be more confident about myself and my looks...am I capable of being and doing what people think I am capable of? Should I not get annoyed when people say I'm attractive. Should I persue people more often? Should I get to know more people. I really don't know. I'll just live day by day and see what happens.
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Jan. 13th, 2005 @ 12:24 pm this is for you bitches out there!!!!
You scored as None!. You've either done a good job of avoiding drugs, aren't interested in trying them, or have had an experience that chased you away. Stay safe. :)

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None!

63%

Inhalents

56%

Ecstacy

50%

Marijuana

44%

Mushrooms

44%

Cocaine

31%

Alcohol

25%

What's your ideal drug?
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Dec. 29th, 2004 @ 05:07 pm Hahahaha






You are a Slutcom 1, also known as the normal level of slutcom. This category is characterized by occasional hook-ups. These hook-ups are with people that could be potential relationship material, though that's not always 100 percent. They also tend to be not overly physical; sex is rare for a slutcom 1 - and generally, isn't much of a concern.



Take the slutcom litmus test!

The slutcom litmus test originated in A Word of Advice.


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Dec. 20th, 2004 @ 11:27 pm THIS IS SO ME!!!!
GUYS YOU HAVE GOT TO TAKE THIS QUIZZ...i THINK IT PRETTY MUCH SUMS ME UP. I whine about this shit all the time....do check it out.



alex
you're a cock tease... giggling and flirting tend
to be your weapons, but you're not a whore, for
your flirting is too friendly for that! boys
fall in love with you and you don't even know
it!


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and you see guys (John!!!)...I'm not a whore....hahaha....because the quiz says so...and yes the quiz is GOD...so don't question.
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Dec. 18th, 2004 @ 10:57 pm Mo money, mo money, mo
Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Reggae--shaba!
Yeah...christmas is expensive ya'll. Well this week hasn't been the best of my life. Found out about vlad....I wish I could see him...but the car is sorta not working right now. I missed one of my exams this morning thinking it was at 1230 when it was actually at 0830...yeah..I'm so smart. I called the professor but she didn't answer. So I"ll send her an email since I just got home from work.

One good thing...well sorta good thing happened this week. I got my laptop up and working. And it only cost me $350 (that is the bad part). I'm happy it is break time. I'm so happy just to be able to relax. Though I have to work....but I don't mind making money ya know. I'll be staying closer to campus next semester, so hopefully I'll be able to participate in more activities with you all. And I can catch the spur of the moment stuff if you know what I mean.
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Dec. 15th, 2004 @ 11:51 am (no subject)
Okay...I would just ponder a thought into thinking that maybe..just maybe...Santa Claus and God are hand in hand in this good verses evil thing. So, to get to the point...I don't think it is a good idea to ask Santa Claus dirty questions...like how big are your balls...or if you are gay...or if you fuck the elves...or if you like teabaggin. It just isn't funny....well it is...but that is besides the point..hahaha.

You all have taken the fast track to hell...so please keep your seats in the upright position...and cry for dear life.

Have a safe flight!!!!

my goodies...my goodies...my goodies...not my goodies!!!
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Dec. 11th, 2004 @ 11:52 pm Now does say I'm gay or not
Current Mood: amused

You Are Girly Sexy


You're a youthful spririt, and your energy is infectious.
Men love your innocence and lack of emotional baggage.
You make every kiss seem like the first and every moment magical.
How could any guy in his right mind resist that?



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